people want the dream

Part 1 of “these episodes will never not be sad…”

xander’s speech about the yellow crayon makes me cry
anya being killed and xander not finding her body makes me cry
xander loosing his eye makes me cry
seeing willow cry makes me cry
buffy dying and her “live for me” speech makes me cry
spike falling to the ground when he sees buffy makes me cry

i thought i was emotionally stable…